Poetry

Meant to be

17 june 2018 8:53

It was meant to be

Written in the stars

that’s what they all say

Before those were just words in a sentence

Before that, was just sounds from a mouth

Suddenly I see the truth in them

Suddenly it seems as if it’s more than just a night

More than just a kiss

I saw you

Looked into your eyes all night

Talked about your family

Asked about my dreams

Our eyes grew tired as the sun came up

Our bodies fit together like a puzzle

No need to push

No need to adjust

It just said click

As I looked into the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen

I started to wonder

Will I see them again

Will I be in those arms once more

I sat down on the bed watching you dress

Hoping it would be true

All the things we said

The promises we made

I hoped it would be a way for the universe to show me

That this was where I was meant to be

Poetry, Written Words

Today I decided to get a boyfriend

Today I decided to get a boyfriend
So I sat down
found my phone
made popcorn
and downloaded the app

The lovemaking app
My future husband app

As I sit and swipe I think
No
No
No

This was not how I expected
my Friday night to go
Too scared to leave the room
to look them in the eyes

So I swipe
Architect
Yes
Guitar
Yes
Long hair
Yes

Will I ever learn
My type is terrible
The worst
No wonder you’ll never find the one
When you keep choosing the wrong one
The easy one

I want to find the King of my heart
My muse
my new someone
not the new you

So i swipe
I buy wine
and swipe
till there are no more men

Poetry

It took one glance

It took one image to fall back in love with you

One glance for all the feeling to come crashing down on me

The memories returning l, making me wonder why we ever stopped

We were good together

Weren’t we?

We should be together

Shouldn’t we?

Is it too late now?

Did I loose my chance

Fuck it all up with my insecurity and doubtful mind

I really hope one day you will forgive me

That one day I get to look into those eyes again

The eyes that made me believe in love once again

Poetry

You are so kind

You are so kind
You are so kind
It’s not like the other times

You are so sweet
I don’t know how to treat you right
scared of breaking you

The others were strong
Sexy
Grand

But you
You are genuine
Sweet

The good kind
The loving kind
The marrying kind

I don’t know how to act
How to talk
How to deserve such a sweet creature as you

But maybe it’s time I try
Try to find something worth my time
Someone to take care of me for a change
Someone to be kind to me

Poetry

I once fell in love

I once fell in love
I wrote it all down

I wanted to tell the story
For love is not always forever

It doesn’t have to be pure
It can just be right in the moment

Right for you

 

I wanted to tell you about my feelings
About my sorrows
Not to help you or guide you to salvation

But to tell you it’s okay to cry
Okay to feel lost
That sometimes things don’t work out
That sometimes the thing you want is right in front of you

 

I once fell in love
It was wonderful and splendid
I still remember it like yesterday
But now it’s time to let go

So I collected all our words into this book
To tell the world our story
To tell the world about us

 

Poetry

You and I are a strange match

You and I are a strange match

A crazy couple

You smile

Spark

I laugh

Fire

We touch

Blazing heat

I want to tell you so bad

But I’m scared of ruining it

Scared of letting go

Letting myself fall

If I fall I’m lost

If I fall I’ll loose

If I fall I need you to catch me

A cliché but true

A burden but important

A exaggeration but underrated

For if you are not there for me

Who will be

If you won’t hold me close at night

Who will?

We’re a strange match

A funny couple

But maybe that just might work

Maybe that just might be right

Maybe we should try